All I want right now is you. Just you. All I can do is think about you and why you’re not here and how I’m supposed to pretend like you meant nothing. How can I continue to imagine you away when all I know are these feelings I keep inside? All I want right now is you. Only you. Just like I remember but this time, with me.
Last month, I was at a friend’s Halloween party. There was lots of beer and sangria and too many rounds of beer pong – almost everyone was druuuuuuuuuuunk. (Yes, emphasis on being that druuuuuuuuuuuunk.) Later in the evening, I was standing outside by the firepit in the rain with a good friend having a heart to heart. Well, I was listening as she was opening up. Suddenly, our talk was interrupted by a guy walking […]
It had been a month since I’d seen Dominic. My Master for two years, we normally played several times a week. Most weekends he stayed at “Hotel Slut” – in other words, my home. I was used to being his slut and slave as part of my normal routine, but the past month his life had been consumed with work and travel. Finally, he was on his way over. I was ready for his arrival: […]
When I was young, I was taught that being sexually promiscuous was wrong. Bad girls with low self-esteem gave away their bodies for false love and de-valued themselves. The more guys they slept with, the worse of an individual they were. No one would want a promiscuous woman – no one worth having, really. I read all the abstinence books, even the ones about not kissing until your wedding day. My mom really wanted me […]
I remember the day my dad called us to see “something cool.” I’d never seen one before and I didn’t know what it was. On the desk in the corner of my parents bedroom, there it was: The Apple Macintosh II. “What is it?” “It’s a computer!” “Where did you get it?” “I bought it from ____.” This amazed me. We lived in the Middle East – there were no computer stores. The people he […]
Note: This toy was provided to me free of charge by MaxiWand in exchange for a review. All opinions written below are my own. The Toy I don’t do many sexy toy reviews, but when one is offered to me of a product I want or have high hopes for, I always jump at the chance. When MaxiWand contacted me a few weeks ago about testing out the Magic Wand, I didn’t hesitate to say […]
If you’ve read some/most/all of this blog, you probably know that I’ve got an ex-husband and an ex-fiance – and that’s the extent of my entire adult dating life, from 17 until the 30 years I am today. That’s a lot of years with dating, committing, loving, and having sex with only 2 partners. Ever. In my marriage, I thought the best way to have a relationship was to save everything for “the one” and […]